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[silhouetteofyou]

The headshots I took for college auditions this year came in today. I need to choose the one I'm going to be handing in, or decide to retake them. And because I'm the world's harshest judge of me (these pictures would be burned, I tell you) ... I need help.

Comments. Hit me where it hurts, people. In the pride. :)

Comments

[rubberemotion]

Who took these and why didn't they make you feel comfortable and attractive during your photo shoot? It's the most important part of their job! Grunt.
Anyway- the piercing eyes thing was a good and valid point, but I'm thinking I'm leaning towards your gorgeous smile...actually I'd rather see both in one picture. Were there any more to choose from?
And are you auditioning for FSU or are you just a shoo-in for CMU? Where are you planning to destroy an entire school's definition of talent because you will merely waltz your way in, Alejandro?

[silhouetteofyou]

Thank you? I think? No thank you? Maybe? I don't know? Love me?

There were some more to choose from. I just chose two that I felt best represented the two different "styles" I took. To get an idea. But, then again, what the hell do I know? I do know that two pictures of me is enough for one sitting. I don't wanna ruin anyone's appetite, yaknow, much less start a revolution. So I decided to pick only two and not flood my loyal Friends' journals with yuckiness.

As for shoo-in's: Only in your heart, my love. No FSU for me, but when I walk back into your life one late, rainy Thursday night there will be definitions destroyed aplenty.

Maybe not of 'talent,' per say. Maybe of 'odorous,' who knows?

But it will happen. We can leave the redefining for the morning after, though, I imagine.

hehe. I kid.

Wait. I take it back. I do want to start a revolution.

A little arrogant huh?

[charmur7]

I mean seriously, the mere sight of you will cause girls and gay guys to storm the streets in open revolt? Come on man... I mean, sure, it's true...but at least PRETEND like you don't know it...

hehe, I kid, I kid.

And you are an absolute shoo-in for CMU and Juilliard, so don't talk to me ;-). (Alex is gonna deny it--but he is, he is!)

The headshots look fucking amazing dude.
I was pleased with mine until you whipped out these.
Only thing that annoys me is you pretend that you don't know how fucking good-looking you are.
Like, are you kidding me? Look at that smile! (They both look fantastic...I'd go with the first one because you're sexy enough without trying to look sexy, and in the first one I look like I'd want to get to know you/work with you {kinda important}.)

I love you, my man.
--Charlie

[samthesham]

We spoke of you last night, Alejandro and I.

[rubberemotion]

You two and your "Ihavenoconfidencewawawa" meshuga! That's what ruins my appetite, not pictures of you. Modesty=good. Distorted self defeating self perception=BAD.

Coach Lani say: Step up! Boost your own ego! What what!

And what are you waiting for a rainy Thursday night for? Let's hear it for not planning out our lives more than two weeks in advance...be impulsive, you poets and musicians out there! Conceptual art is boring. Be specific, be full and immediate, follow your impulse. Embrace self awareness, things you don't like as well as things you like, but embrace as accurately as possible because if you don't, you will hurt someone's feelings. Don't close your eyes when you play the music.

[samthesham]

I beg your pardon! Closing your eyes when playing music is important! Do you not know of the rock guitar face?!

[rubberemotion]

How are you supposed to tell if you're doing it right? By looking the chick who's fawning all over you in the eye so she can communicate with you over the raging sound that you're a stud.

[samthesham]

Pft. Don't argue dynamics of rock with me. I teach the class for god's sake!

[rubberemotion]

Where do I sign up?

You need to come to Tallahassee. We're forming an obscure musical instruments club.