what others can't i will.
i have been thinking a lot lately. about forgiveness. it overcomes me sometimes. i forgive everyone. i forgive you. i just want to say it over and over. theres nothing else to say. i forgive you. in the fullest meaning of the world. i have forgiven so many. i forgive you. i wish you knew it. i said "not vindictive", is that the same? i doubt you read it that way anyway. you read the whole thing as insincerely as possible. i guess that way you can live with yourself. i forgive you.
i am saying goodbye to everyone i know. for all the best possible reasons. it's still breaking my heart though. things mean so much more when they are not easily accessible.
i don't think i'll ever get used to it.
