Aug 28, 2009 16:49
i feel like jumping off an endless cliff. one without a bottom, beacuse i certainly don't want to die, but i could use that free falling feel for an extended period of time. i need some kind of release.
i need a clear head right now and i dont have it. i really want to do some homework but my brain hurts, im irritable, stressed out, bummed out, and a big ball of no fun.
Dec of 11 - IF everything is offered when i need it, and I don't fuck up. So realistically, I'm looking at May of 12. But. it's okay. being an eternal colonel isn't that bad.