Back at home
Well it is my first official day back at home, and I have decided I rather not be here.
For someone who was so desperately awaiting the end of school, I was in no way prepared.
It is weird leaving a place you have become so comfortable in, then altering your central place of existence back to a place you wanted to leave so badly.
The other thing is that I am 99% sure I am not going back there next year, and I couldn't tell you the excessive confusion that comes to mind when thinking about that.
What am I going to do without the people I have come to depend on, and expect to just be there?
So basically my entire being and mind is overwhelmed by a sense of severe confusion. What do I want, What do I need... Cause I damn well don't have a clue.
Anyways I am lost and alone...WONDERFUL
Missing everyone back at school (esp. my roomie)
For someone who was so desperately awaiting the end of school, I was in no way prepared.
It is weird leaving a place you have become so comfortable in, then altering your central place of existence back to a place you wanted to leave so badly.
The other thing is that I am 99% sure I am not going back there next year, and I couldn't tell you the excessive confusion that comes to mind when thinking about that.
What am I going to do without the people I have come to depend on, and expect to just be there?
So basically my entire being and mind is overwhelmed by a sense of severe confusion. What do I want, What do I need... Cause I damn well don't have a clue.
Anyways I am lost and alone...WONDERFUL
Missing everyone back at school (esp. my roomie)