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this update has been a long time coming.
we'll start with tonght and work our way backwards.
tonight i went out for ben's birthday celebration and a sending off for steve who is leaving us to go to argentina. it was very much a good news/bad news kind of night. but the good news definitely won. we went to legends first. saw angie. was pretty much bored there. i was with friends, but i dont know. maybe cuz i wasnt drinking. then around midnight we moved to murphys. i always enjoy myself there. so we (matthew, anna, steve, alison, ben and myself) are there for a while just hanging out with ourselves, then boy i have crush on shows up. woo! anyway. we sort of split up for a moment, but later reconvene. alison tells me that crush boy asked "who's the girl in black and red?" (thats me by the way) so good news he asked, bad news, he didnt know my name. i wasnt really disappointed with him not knowing my name, beacuse i have never told him before. alison tries to set me up to talk to him multiple times, but i am socially awkward and i dont talk. then i see rob! i havent seen him since last year so i run over to him, he spills beer on me, but its ok, cuz i got to see rob! as we are talking i see in my peripheral a boy that i made out with for oh 3-4 hours. i dont say anything, he probably doesnt remember me. not a big deal, but hilarious nonetheless. i go back to alison, ben, crush boy and crush boys friend. i do finally talk. its about theatre, but hey, i have to start somewhere. they leave. we leave. i'm here typing.
earlier in the day i had a breakdown in the k (krannert for those i dont talk to often). stupid as you like it driving me nuts. it has been for quite some time. there have been fun times, but a lot of crappy "lets depress and upset jaclyn and anna" times. its almost over, that is the only thing keeping me going.
i have a ridiculous amount of work to get done this weekend, on top of my show strike. i will probably go nuts, but it will be done.
wait. i lied. as soon as this show is done, my show (that im actually the costume coordinator for...not an assistant on) starts full swing. second semester always sucks. but i am trying to remain as upbeat and happy as possible.
so today sucked at the beginning. i was crying and looked like ass in front of one cute boy, but i was smiling and cute in front of another cute boy. so i ended the day on a high note. and that makes me happy. i hope you enjoyed my update. there will be another in a couple of months (again) probably.
jaclyn
we'll start with tonght and work our way backwards.
tonight i went out for ben's birthday celebration and a sending off for steve who is leaving us to go to argentina. it was very much a good news/bad news kind of night. but the good news definitely won. we went to legends first. saw angie. was pretty much bored there. i was with friends, but i dont know. maybe cuz i wasnt drinking. then around midnight we moved to murphys. i always enjoy myself there. so we (matthew, anna, steve, alison, ben and myself) are there for a while just hanging out with ourselves, then boy i have crush on shows up. woo! anyway. we sort of split up for a moment, but later reconvene. alison tells me that crush boy asked "who's the girl in black and red?" (thats me by the way) so good news he asked, bad news, he didnt know my name. i wasnt really disappointed with him not knowing my name, beacuse i have never told him before. alison tries to set me up to talk to him multiple times, but i am socially awkward and i dont talk. then i see rob! i havent seen him since last year so i run over to him, he spills beer on me, but its ok, cuz i got to see rob! as we are talking i see in my peripheral a boy that i made out with for oh 3-4 hours. i dont say anything, he probably doesnt remember me. not a big deal, but hilarious nonetheless. i go back to alison, ben, crush boy and crush boys friend. i do finally talk. its about theatre, but hey, i have to start somewhere. they leave. we leave. i'm here typing.
earlier in the day i had a breakdown in the k (krannert for those i dont talk to often). stupid as you like it driving me nuts. it has been for quite some time. there have been fun times, but a lot of crappy "lets depress and upset jaclyn and anna" times. its almost over, that is the only thing keeping me going.
i have a ridiculous amount of work to get done this weekend, on top of my show strike. i will probably go nuts, but it will be done.
wait. i lied. as soon as this show is done, my show (that im actually the costume coordinator for...not an assistant on) starts full swing. second semester always sucks. but i am trying to remain as upbeat and happy as possible.
so today sucked at the beginning. i was crying and looked like ass in front of one cute boy, but i was smiling and cute in front of another cute boy. so i ended the day on a high note. and that makes me happy. i hope you enjoyed my update. there will be another in a couple of months (again) probably.
jaclyn