Dec 14, 2005 04:14
Despite all of the goings on..I am proud of myself.
and really, in the ultimate scheme of things...no matter what anyone thinks..that is truly all that matters.
morales, standards, guidelines...practices. These all make me more confident.
It's when people dont respect these things that I am tested.
Rather, I am finding I would much more appreciate the company of fewer people that understand life and ways to cope with it's trials, then people that would rather bottle things up and hide it with sarcasm.
I like to be blunt and to the point and still be mindful of others.
I wish there were others that I could be so confident in, thats why I find myself with fewer and fewer friends these days.
Its not quantity as much as it is quality.
I can't sleep and the thermostat says 60. Because of energry costs, I have to bundle up because my parents have the controls on lock down.
matthew lesko is on tv and that guy makes me smile like no one else. So enthusiastic and that jacket is great.
the end.