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Catching up with an old friend made me realize how long its been since there's been a real update here.
Life's been throwing some odd stuff in my direction lately, and I kind of like it.
I feel like I finally have a path and motivation to lead me on my way.
This year has been good, and I think it's safe to call it a success.
For once I feel like my dreams are within reach.
Now if only I felt like I had a family to call my own, life would be perfect. I have my grandparents, sure, but anyone who knows them knows how far that goes. Maybe I'm just getting old and the family instinct is starting to kick in. But being with David's family this weekend made me remember how much I miss that feeling of being part of a family. I know I'm part of his and I cherish that...but it would be nice to have my own.
Being an independent person is great and all, but it has it's downfalls. I guess it's normal to feel lonely once and a while, it just seems like a lingering feeling for me, pretty much my whole life.
When the time comes, I guess.
But for now...life is good, I hate the holidays, school is great, and the year is almost over. Where did the time go this time around?
Life's been throwing some odd stuff in my direction lately, and I kind of like it.
I feel like I finally have a path and motivation to lead me on my way.
This year has been good, and I think it's safe to call it a success.
For once I feel like my dreams are within reach.
Now if only I felt like I had a family to call my own, life would be perfect. I have my grandparents, sure, but anyone who knows them knows how far that goes. Maybe I'm just getting old and the family instinct is starting to kick in. But being with David's family this weekend made me remember how much I miss that feeling of being part of a family. I know I'm part of his and I cherish that...but it would be nice to have my own.
Being an independent person is great and all, but it has it's downfalls. I guess it's normal to feel lonely once and a while, it just seems like a lingering feeling for me, pretty much my whole life.
When the time comes, I guess.
But for now...life is good, I hate the holidays, school is great, and the year is almost over. Where did the time go this time around?