a. meaningless explanations
To be honest I'm really a negative person when it comes to my work, but leaving behind the teenage self hate, I'm writing this to no one in particular. Okay okay, I must admit I'm not really confident in my grammar and first year of college has completely destroyed my faith in how I write. I can't really grasp something in particular. I love to ramble..blah..anyway, hello, hi to whoever may read this.
I get really nervous when I gather up the bravery to participate in writing fics for community events. Because I love EXO so much I broke partially out of my shell. I randomly found that first fan art while browsing around on my computer and remembered, but I cannot find the pictures I took of the original drawings I did. I should explain how I created it. My last year of high school I was in some sort of abstract phase and used pen because it's less forgiving with the lines and it's so interesting. You can see my mistakes particularly with Kris, but I had fun drawing it up while away in Boston. I had a Hunhan drawing, but I didn't like it that much. It was simple, I drew them out along with a few others and I was also going to do a Baekyeol one, but that didn't turn out either.. after the ink drawings were done I took pictures, put them together and edited them up in gimp.
A little explanation on how I write. I'm not sure why I like killing off characters. My fics are really sad, but I find I can get word count with that. Something about death, and experiencing one so close and the understanding of the feelings of fear are what really get my fingers moving to speed. I envision them like a movie, but also want to add odd factors that make them strange. I suppose they're not really that strange at all, a bit normal and smut always sucks, unfeeling and quick with the lack of description. I always laugh and then feel nervous afterwards because not sure how people will react (in particular I think people will be like, "Oh, this is so bad."). I also end up writing two fics for everything and end up choosing the second one.
A lonely writer, a lonely artist.
I get really nervous when I gather up the bravery to participate in writing fics for community events. Because I love EXO so much I broke partially out of my shell. I randomly found that first fan art while browsing around on my computer and remembered, but I cannot find the pictures I took of the original drawings I did. I should explain how I created it. My last year of high school I was in some sort of abstract phase and used pen because it's less forgiving with the lines and it's so interesting. You can see my mistakes particularly with Kris, but I had fun drawing it up while away in Boston. I had a Hunhan drawing, but I didn't like it that much. It was simple, I drew them out along with a few others and I was also going to do a Baekyeol one, but that didn't turn out either.. after the ink drawings were done I took pictures, put them together and edited them up in gimp.
A little explanation on how I write. I'm not sure why I like killing off characters. My fics are really sad, but I find I can get word count with that. Something about death, and experiencing one so close and the understanding of the feelings of fear are what really get my fingers moving to speed. I envision them like a movie, but also want to add odd factors that make them strange. I suppose they're not really that strange at all, a bit normal and smut always sucks, unfeeling and quick with the lack of description. I always laugh and then feel nervous afterwards because not sure how people will react (in particular I think people will be like, "Oh, this is so bad."). I also end up writing two fics for everything and end up choosing the second one.
A lonely writer, a lonely artist.