you broke me down when you stopped caring, your fucking miserys my healing...

[silentxxstories]

Yep...people don't change. It is true. He's never going to care, and why the fuck should I? You fucking idiot, your fucking kids move 1000 fucking miles away. Then when they offer to come see you YOU TURN DOWN THE FUCKING OFFER because you claim not to have money. I'm done with this. I should have NEVER went to NY the last weekend I did. It was all because I thought I could give you one more fucking chance. Yet, you fuck it up. I don't fucking get you, and im beginning to fucking think I don't want to. I thought I could count on you and you let me down time and time again. You've caused me too much emotional pain. I hate the way you make me cry. I hate the sound of your voice. I hate the way you always have time for her. I hate how you can make me smile. I hate your sense of humor. I hate how you've replace me with her child. I hate the way you joke around with me. I hate how I give you chance after chance. I hate how you treat your parents. I hate how you cheer me up after a shitty day. I hate everytime you'd change the radio when you didn't like the song. I hate how you don't take us to New Jersey anymore. I hate how you don't have the time for us anymore. I hate how she means everything to you. I'm done with my goodbyes...don't bother replying I know you won't. I hate how I mean nothing to you. It was nice having you around til you met her.
Goodbye, Dad.

" When you're left with only a bullet, I'll bring the trigger and a promise to pull it Ill be the end of everyone whos ever entered your life " - Boys Night Out