Oct 12, 2005 10:18
It's been a mintue but I'm back again...
But not as lovey dovey as i used to be...
Im tired of people trying to get over on me, I have my pride and joy in the palms of my hands, and that's where my lil man is staying, Fuck what ya heard, But I'm a new person.... Try to underestamate me and you'll see what happens...
A new me... A new beginning...
I can't have no man take me down. I have to live for the little boy i created. I didn't do it by myself, but I know how to raise a kid my self because it's already been a year and a half and it's been just me and my son.. Family and friends supported me along the way too. And I'm glad everyone who's been there was there for me when I needed some advice. I think it's time where I step out of the relationship scene for a while and do what I gotta do. I have to build a life for me and Corey before I build a life with me and someone else. I need time for me, im tired of thinking my bf is cheating on me and all that bullshit.. I DON'T NEED THAT SHIT!! And i'm tired of worrying and having people telling me this or that.. FUCK IT ALL! I'm tired of crying and being left in the dust. Shit in not even 20 I don't need more drama in my life. I'm tired of it, im tired of everything. The lies, choosing everything over me, putting me last. Na not anymore.. It took m a while to learn but hey it's all good. It's a leason well learned.
It's pouring like a snatch outshit, I'm gonna go take a walk to the losey store...
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