Everything happens for a reason...

[silentxskreamz]

I've been sick for about a week and a half now, and I'm getting tired of being sick. I'm starting to hate the cold because everyone hybernates; The news says that snow will be coming soon, and I'm not looking forward to it. Im tired of being 18 and treated like im 13, I swear to god I did worse things then yet I was a kid, and never got introuble. Now that im an adult my dad is trying to set all these rules and regulations and it's not gonna happen. I wanna move out, and I will, hopefully soon. I have to go to welfare tomorrow morning and see how long it'll take for me to get a place, Im gonna be heading down to Union City probably but I really don't know. As long as it's a place to call my own and I can do what i want and have whom ever I want over, idk.
I need to find a job.
I need to put the baby in a daycare.
I wanna go to florida for the summer, But we'll see if it could actually happen.
I need a vacation!!!
I need a car too, I seriously hate walking.
As for the baby, he says Mama and Dada.
He's learning how to crawl.
He wants to feed himself already.
Time is going by quick and before i know it he'll be walking.

Life is crazy, I hate the baby's biologiacl father with a fucking passion, He uses his own seed as an excuse, to me Chris isn't the father, it takes a lot to be a dad Chris is just a sprem donor. I hate him so much. Asshole.

HAHA im out

I <3 Blue- He's the best thing that's ever happened to me.