Dreams do come true...
'Something that was once a dream for me, is now my reality.'
I always dreamt about actually being with a guy who i can fall madly inlove with, and not have my heart broken. I haven't been seeking for love because guys nowadays only want pussy. Which doesn't work for me and never did, because I'm not that type of person. Sex is good, but to have your relationship based on just sex is not good at all. Eversince I've been with Sean it's been completely different from the other guys i've gone out with. He's seeking love too, and that's what I want. I don't wanna be with a guy for him to try to kick it with me, and not get want he wants. And to finially find someone that wants what I do... It just puts an everlasting smile upon my face. He's willing to be a father to the baby too, and that's what I want the most. The baby hasn't had a father since day one. And that kills me- I always had my dad, but now Corey will have someone that isn't his bialogical father, but a man that wants to be one to a child that isn't his. And that makes me even happier to be with him, because he wants to be apart of my sons life. And my sons real father mad me hate him so much by not being there for his birth, and not being there at all. I mean like this dude is such a bitch he lied to his mom all the time saying that he came to see the baby and that I never let him in. Im just glad he's in Florida, and when he wants to come back, im just gonna laugh in his face, I don't even want anything to do with him, but since he's the baby's father i have to deal with it. Chris isn't a father and never will be, atleast to my son he won't be because he's proved it to me. He isn't man enough to be a father. But i don't even care anymore, so ha- the baby will hate him on his own. Im gonna live my life knowing my son loves me, unlike Chris he's gonna live his life knowing the baby hates his freaking guts.
Ah well, things gotta get done here and it's not gonna happen with me sitting on my pc.
peace out
I always dreamt about actually being with a guy who i can fall madly inlove with, and not have my heart broken. I haven't been seeking for love because guys nowadays only want pussy. Which doesn't work for me and never did, because I'm not that type of person. Sex is good, but to have your relationship based on just sex is not good at all. Eversince I've been with Sean it's been completely different from the other guys i've gone out with. He's seeking love too, and that's what I want. I don't wanna be with a guy for him to try to kick it with me, and not get want he wants. And to finially find someone that wants what I do... It just puts an everlasting smile upon my face. He's willing to be a father to the baby too, and that's what I want the most. The baby hasn't had a father since day one. And that kills me- I always had my dad, but now Corey will have someone that isn't his bialogical father, but a man that wants to be one to a child that isn't his. And that makes me even happier to be with him, because he wants to be apart of my sons life. And my sons real father mad me hate him so much by not being there for his birth, and not being there at all. I mean like this dude is such a bitch he lied to his mom all the time saying that he came to see the baby and that I never let him in. Im just glad he's in Florida, and when he wants to come back, im just gonna laugh in his face, I don't even want anything to do with him, but since he's the baby's father i have to deal with it. Chris isn't a father and never will be, atleast to my son he won't be because he's proved it to me. He isn't man enough to be a father. But i don't even care anymore, so ha- the baby will hate him on his own. Im gonna live my life knowing my son loves me, unlike Chris he's gonna live his life knowing the baby hates his freaking guts.
Ah well, things gotta get done here and it's not gonna happen with me sitting on my pc.
peace out