Wait, what?
I am so tired and my head is about to explode. I hate migraines.
Work is painful... So much lifting and folding and moving crap. It's killing my back, but oh well, I'm getting paid!
I've been spending a lot of time with Andrea and her friends from work. They are great kids. It's been a really good couple of weeks at home. I'm happy, for the most part. Andrea's having people over again tomorrow night. Should be a good time, indeed.
I sort of feel like I might be going nuts though. There are so many things that I am 100% confused about. I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing in almost all aspects of my life. I don't want to be a grown-up... hell no. Also, I need to let go of manyyy things, but I can't. I will at some point, but I can't see myself doing it anytime soon. It's terribly frustrating and pretty sad. I feel like I'm turning my back on many opportunities because I'm afraid to experience anything. Wahh wahh this sounds whiney.
I'm done. Sleepy. Work in the morn.
Work is painful... So much lifting and folding and moving crap. It's killing my back, but oh well, I'm getting paid!
I've been spending a lot of time with Andrea and her friends from work. They are great kids. It's been a really good couple of weeks at home. I'm happy, for the most part. Andrea's having people over again tomorrow night. Should be a good time, indeed.
I sort of feel like I might be going nuts though. There are so many things that I am 100% confused about. I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing in almost all aspects of my life. I don't want to be a grown-up... hell no. Also, I need to let go of manyyy things, but I can't. I will at some point, but I can't see myself doing it anytime soon. It's terribly frustrating and pretty sad. I feel like I'm turning my back on many opportunities because I'm afraid to experience anything. Wahh wahh this sounds whiney.
I'm done. Sleepy. Work in the morn.