ahhh fuck port hole <~ haha lame sub.

[silentxnancy]

hmmm friday got outta school after 3rd block. went to the doctors. wasnt too excited and it wasn't that bad. it was purty quick. like 10 mins in thur with the doctor. today was cool. sharleene came over. we hung out. went to kmart. i bought sum jeans and bo bice cd. hell yes!! and then hung out more. did sum prank calls. then i walked her over to the car wash at like 9ish so her mom could pick her up. ya and...she acts like an idiot at night. it was flippin dark and she was jumpin out in front of cars and junk. and dude...the car wash is right next to the bar and she kept sayin junk to people walkin in to the bar. and i told her shes gonna get us killed one of these days cuz shes gonna say the wrong thing to the wrong person. but ya it was cool then her mom came and i was walkin home and i hate walkin out there in the dark by myself. and these two guys were like following me. i was scurred. but ya i was on the phone with will..it was all good. then i got to get back on the internet. and i may go to the mall with will for a lil bit tomorro. soooo its cool.

ya soooo. i am no longer hangin out with autumn, lynette and all those peeps. i really dislike christina. soooo ya i dont see a point in even hangin with them if they're gonna ignore me. im hangin out with sharleene now. and lynette is all like "dont trust her and shit" and lynette dont even know her. dude...none of them like my boyfriend. they ignore me...they dont like sharleene for no reason. then screw em. they dont deserve my friendship...if thats even what u wanna call it. sharleene is a WAY better friend than them. shes so nice and treats me as a friend. and thats what i need. i dont need all this who haw...thinkin if all them are my friends or not and feeling like shit everyday cuz i am constantly ignored. pisses me off