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When was the point where you realized you werent never meant to be with anyone?
I just realized this right now.
Maybe this is way people become nuns.....they know love is a four letter word they will never know unless they pretend to have it with god.
Maybe thats what I should do.
But I dont even believe in god, so even that plan is screwed.
I can feel myself fall into depression. it hurts now, but soon the numbness will come back.
I just realized this right now.
Maybe this is way people become nuns.....they know love is a four letter word they will never know unless they pretend to have it with god.
Maybe thats what I should do.
But I dont even believe in god, so even that plan is screwed.
I can feel myself fall into depression. it hurts now, but soon the numbness will come back.