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[silentwyllow]

*sigh*
why?
why did you have to mention,
mention her?
it triggered him
him who I havent even thought about for...
but now I am.
You made me realize how much I miss him,
that the real reason why I havent dated
isnt because my standards are high,
its because none of them are him
and eventhough I dont want him
I want what we had,
and I only can have it with him.
Oh why did you have to mention her?