Look Into Confusion

[silentwolf8121]

Well, I told you that this was a look into confusion. Perhaps it is a look into madness as well. There have been two events today that has triggered an unbalance. I caution everyone from reading this. I am disregarding any hard feelings that may arise from this entry. This entry is straight from the source and is unfiltered. What is displayed here

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[ambie_22]

Hey...I just wanted to say hi and let ya know I read this. lol On a more serious note...I think you are cool. And personally you dont have to be good at anything else. You say you think it is a talent to be able to listen to people, and with poetry. Some people cant do that. I know for me...I think people who can listen are also the kind of people who can save lives...and that is more important than any material thing on earth. You could be around at the right time when someone needs it. God has a plan for you.

About your past, with your friends...screw them...its their loss...you have people who love you and who are there for you...heck I havent been around you much, but anytime you need to talk...I will listen. I know that probably doesnt mean much to you right now...but I will listen. I know Im not Deb or Josh..but Im here to help out the best I can...so if you or Deb either one, need ANYTHING...then dont hesitate to ask me.

Another thing, you say you feel bad when people tell you think youve made someone upset...Im the EXACT same way...only difference is...I tear myself up over it. I would cry if I thought someone was just a little ticked off at me...but ya know what...when it comes down to it...you said how you felt...and those are your true feelings...if they cant handle that...then oh well...the world is sugar coated enough...we need some reality. You cant be mad at yourself for saying how you feel, if they get pissed, then they will get over it, its not like theyve never made anyone mad before...and if you do feel bad and they say its ok and you really didnt make them mad at all...then leave it at that...you tried, and now its on their shoulders. They said they werent hurt...so its their fault for not speaking up. You cant sit around and wait for peoples approval...life is too short to worry about things like that...stick with the people you love and live life day by day...humans are dumbasses...lol take it from me...Ive dated a lot of them. Youve got gifts that not many people have...so use them...nothing will ever fix the pain you dealt with in the past...but you can use that pain to help others with theirs in the present...