We're so poor we can't even pay attention
Great, I went out so often during the last 2 weeks that I don't have much money left and the store where I worked at hasn't paid me yet although Lena, who worked there as well, already got her money. That pisses me off. I only had trouble with the shop and now it looks like I've to call them and ask where the hell my payment is. GREAT! Furthermore there're still quite a few things which need to be taken care of before I'll go to Finland and I'm not in the mood to do anything right now. Really, all I do is sitting around or taking walks in the park nearby. Well at least that gets my mind off everything. I don't know why but I feel kinda lost and lonely. Sometimes I really wish I'd have somebody to hold me but no one's there. No one's EVER there.
Oh and my mum was mad at me for getting a piercing hehe...she told me she was disgusted, didn't think I'd ever do something that stupid and that she hopes it hurts. I love her too.
01. Last Cigarette: today
02. Last Kiss: öhm
03. Last Cry: few days ago
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: none
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theater: War of the worlds...what a crap
06. Last Book Read: Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: scheiße
08. Last Beverage Drank: tea
09. Last Food Consumed: a bun
11. Last TV Show Watched: can't remember
12. Last Time Showered: yesterday evening
13. Last Shoes Worn: some highheels
14. Last CD Played: mp3
15. Last Soda Drank: can't remember
16. Last Thing Written: this entry
17. Last Words Spoken: Achso, na dann bis nachher *g*
18. Last Sleep: tonight from 3a.m. till 10:30a.m.
21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: about a week ago I think
22. Last Time Wanting to Die: 2 days ago
26. Last Big Car Ride: can't remember
27. Last Crush: öhm
28. Last Annoyance: my mother
30. Last Time Scolded: hehe
32. Last Web Site Visited: www.livejournal.com
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N U M B E R . O F
01. piercings: 1
02. tattoos: 0
03. height: 172-173
04. shoe size: 41
05. hair color: öhm...3? *g*
06. siblings: 3 half-brothers I think *?*
L A S T
01. movie you rented: none
02. movie you bought: Natural Born Killers
03. song you listened to: Prodigy - Spitfire (playing right now)
04. song that was stuck in your head: NIN - Closer
05. band you saw: Rammstein <3
06. person you've called: my mum
07. person that's called you: my mum
08. person you were thinking of: öhm
09. friend you made: öhm
D O . Y O U
01. have a crush on someone?: yes *g*
02. wish you could live somewhere else: I will do that soon enough
03. think about suicide: did so
04. believe in online dating: not really
05. think others find you attractive: no
06. want anymore piercings: yes
07. drink: yes
08. do drugs: no
09. smoke: yes
10. like cleaning: it's OK, not one of my hobbies tho
11. like roller coasters: yes
12. write in cursive or print: sometimes
13. bite your nails: no
F O R . O R . A G A I N S T
01. long distance relationship: depends
02. killing people: don't care
03. teenage smoking: don't care
04. doing drugs: against
05. driving drunk: against
06. soap opera: against
07. furries: against
F A V O R I T E
01. thing to do: more than just one, at the moment probably taking walks
02. thing to talk about: none
03. drinks: cocktails
04. clothes brand: don't have one
05. movies: NBK, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club
06. singer: Till Lindemann, James Hetfield, Kurt Cobain
07. holiday: none
08. animal: leopards
09. thing to eat: salad, bread, pasta
H A V E . Y O U . E V E R
01. cried over a female: yes
02. cried over a male: not really
03. lied to someone: yes
04. been in a fist fight: can't remember
05. been arrested: no
06. left the country: only on vacation
07. had sex in a public place: no
08: quit a job: no
09. cheated on someone: no
10. ordered a jamster ring tone: no
W H A T
01. shampoo do you use: Herbal essences
02. shoes do you wear: preferably sneakers
03. are you scared of: spiders, being alone
04. are your life goals: being happy
05. is your favorite color: black, red, blue
06. do you like most about yourself: nothing
07. do you like least about yourself: everything
08. month do you like best: September
N U M B E R . O F
01. times you have been in love?: 0
02. times you have had your heart broken?: didn't count
03. hearts you have broken?: don't know
04. girls you have kissed?: ehm...5 or 6
05. boys you have kissed?: ehm...2
06. drugs taken illegally?: 1
07. people you consider your enemies?: didn't count
08. times your name has appeared in the paper?: 2 or 3 times *?*
09. scars on your body?: a couple
10. awards you've received: can't remember
11. things in your past that you regret?: a few
Oh and my mum was mad at me for getting a piercing hehe...she told me she was disgusted, didn't think I'd ever do something that stupid and that she hopes it hurts. I love her too.
01. Last Cigarette: today
02. Last Kiss: öhm
03. Last Cry: few days ago
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: none
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theater: War of the worlds...what a crap
06. Last Book Read: Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: scheiße
08. Last Beverage Drank: tea
09. Last Food Consumed: a bun
11. Last TV Show Watched: can't remember
12. Last Time Showered: yesterday evening
13. Last Shoes Worn: some highheels
14. Last CD Played: mp3
15. Last Soda Drank: can't remember
16. Last Thing Written: this entry
17. Last Words Spoken: Achso, na dann bis nachher *g*
18. Last Sleep: tonight from 3a.m. till 10:30a.m.
21. Last Ice Cream Eaten: about a week ago I think
22. Last Time Wanting to Die: 2 days ago
26. Last Big Car Ride: can't remember
27. Last Crush: öhm
28. Last Annoyance: my mother
30. Last Time Scolded: hehe
32. Last Web Site Visited: www.livejournal.com
============================
N U M B E R . O F
01. piercings: 1
02. tattoos: 0
03. height: 172-173
04. shoe size: 41
05. hair color: öhm...3? *g*
06. siblings: 3 half-brothers I think *?*
L A S T
01. movie you rented: none
02. movie you bought: Natural Born Killers
03. song you listened to: Prodigy - Spitfire (playing right now)
04. song that was stuck in your head: NIN - Closer
05. band you saw: Rammstein <3
06. person you've called: my mum
07. person that's called you: my mum
08. person you were thinking of: öhm
09. friend you made: öhm
D O . Y O U
01. have a crush on someone?: yes *g*
02. wish you could live somewhere else: I will do that soon enough
03. think about suicide: did so
04. believe in online dating: not really
05. think others find you attractive: no
06. want anymore piercings: yes
07. drink: yes
08. do drugs: no
09. smoke: yes
10. like cleaning: it's OK, not one of my hobbies tho
11. like roller coasters: yes
12. write in cursive or print: sometimes
13. bite your nails: no
F O R . O R . A G A I N S T
01. long distance relationship: depends
02. killing people: don't care
03. teenage smoking: don't care
04. doing drugs: against
05. driving drunk: against
06. soap opera: against
07. furries: against
F A V O R I T E
01. thing to do: more than just one, at the moment probably taking walks
02. thing to talk about: none
03. drinks: cocktails
04. clothes brand: don't have one
05. movies: NBK, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club
06. singer: Till Lindemann, James Hetfield, Kurt Cobain
07. holiday: none
08. animal: leopards
09. thing to eat: salad, bread, pasta
H A V E . Y O U . E V E R
01. cried over a female: yes
02. cried over a male: not really
03. lied to someone: yes
04. been in a fist fight: can't remember
05. been arrested: no
06. left the country: only on vacation
07. had sex in a public place: no
08: quit a job: no
09. cheated on someone: no
10. ordered a jamster ring tone: no
W H A T
01. shampoo do you use: Herbal essences
02. shoes do you wear: preferably sneakers
03. are you scared of: spiders, being alone
04. are your life goals: being happy
05. is your favorite color: black, red, blue
06. do you like most about yourself: nothing
07. do you like least about yourself: everything
08. month do you like best: September
N U M B E R . O F
01. times you have been in love?: 0
02. times you have had your heart broken?: didn't count
03. hearts you have broken?: don't know
04. girls you have kissed?: ehm...5 or 6
05. boys you have kissed?: ehm...2
06. drugs taken illegally?: 1
07. people you consider your enemies?: didn't count
08. times your name has appeared in the paper?: 2 or 3 times *?*
09. scars on your body?: a couple
10. awards you've received: can't remember
11. things in your past that you regret?: a few