and i cant pretend that i dont love you anymore...((sigh))

[silentwitness07]

wow for some odd reason...this is really hard..im sick of pretending that i dont like or love u ne more...this is the longest ive ever loved someone...even though we rnt goin out n that u dont love me n e more...idk y but i just do...i miss u n i want u bak...but im not goin to do n e thing about it...cuz u know me...but idk...one person is the only one who understands me right now...its hard...im sick of it...i just want to stop loving u maybe not idk but move on...im just tired of it..like i just want u bak..i know that is selfish...but i do i cant help it...idk i need a hug..or a shoulder to cry on...either one...both would help...well im goin to bed..idk n e more

rach