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I'm drowning in myself.
I'm here!
I'm here.
I'm invisible in my despair. I wanted to Fade Away, instead I'm being eaten, devoured, destroyed.
There's no stopping it. I'm bleeding out inside and drowning in my own blood. It's leaking out, coating everything around me in a gooey gray. The pain of it takes my breath away; a never ending ocean. Overwhelming in its sheer agony. The weight of it is total, the control complete.
Pathetic.
Weak.
I used to beckon the Silence closer, beg it to take me with it, but I can't even do that now.
Now I can only stand on the shore and watch for the Silence in the distance as the longing consumes me. As I slowly shatter, held together with a fraying thread.
There is nothing for me anywhere.
Anywhere.
I'm invisible in my despair and it's eating my alive.
I'm drowning in myself.
I'm here!
I'm here.
I'm invisible in my despair. I wanted to Fade Away, instead I'm being eaten, devoured, destroyed.
There's no stopping it. I'm bleeding out inside and drowning in my own blood. It's leaking out, coating everything around me in a gooey gray. The pain of it takes my breath away; a never ending ocean. Overwhelming in its sheer agony. The weight of it is total, the control complete.
Pathetic.
Weak.
I used to beckon the Silence closer, beg it to take me with it, but I can't even do that now.
Now I can only stand on the shore and watch for the Silence in the distance as the longing consumes me. As I slowly shatter, held together with a fraying thread.
There is nothing for me anywhere.
Anywhere.
I'm invisible in my despair and it's eating my alive.
I'm drowning in myself.