my random thoughts
this last week has been a strange one for me, first off i've been having trouble sleeping, i guess its to do with the weather, my bedroom is always warm when the weather is hot i cannot sleep, i'm normally in bed by 11pm but this week not been sleeping until 2am which is a right pain seeing that i've got to be up at 7am each weekday for work.
Another thing which is playing on my mind is that my mum is going in for some tests soon which i'm abit worried about, i found out on thursday about it so i'm hoping its nothing to serious but thats at the back of my mind at the mo.
Also this shy thing i have is really getting me down, it flaired up pretty bad again, i just don't know what to do about it, when i'm out i see everyone chatting & having a good time, wish i could be like that but its really hard for me to engage in communitcation, thats why i'm always on me own dancing away, the amount of people coming up to me in the KH on saturday esp the ladies that wanting to dance & here's me doing nowt as always, i fooking hate it when that happens.
well its my birthday on tuesday, its another number to add to my age lol getting old aaaarrgghhhh least i'm off to the footie & the pub after the game :)
Another thing which is playing on my mind is that my mum is going in for some tests soon which i'm abit worried about, i found out on thursday about it so i'm hoping its nothing to serious but thats at the back of my mind at the mo.
Also this shy thing i have is really getting me down, it flaired up pretty bad again, i just don't know what to do about it, when i'm out i see everyone chatting & having a good time, wish i could be like that but its really hard for me to engage in communitcation, thats why i'm always on me own dancing away, the amount of people coming up to me in the KH on saturday esp the ladies that wanting to dance & here's me doing nowt as always, i fooking hate it when that happens.
well its my birthday on tuesday, its another number to add to my age lol getting old aaaarrgghhhh least i'm off to the footie & the pub after the game :)