my wonderous day

[silenttestimony]

So.. im going on my 37th hour or so without sleep.. yesterday i was awakened at the lovely hour of 8am by my sister's fourteen year old daughter, who was experiencing one of those joyess momments of teen girl bitchiness. So.. i began my day on the right, after being bitched at upon waking. She procceded to leave at that point, and i was gifted with a case of insomnia. So i got up, cleaned, hopped on the computer, and piddled around for a few hours. Then i was given a laundry list of errands and such to run, which included a two hour trip to walmart and the splurging of 120$ on food. and i couldn't get mountain dew, for lack of extra cash. I return home, put away grocerries and cook some dinner, then do some dishes. I almost killed the spaggetti i made, and im not sure how, but it was attempting to jump out of the pot. After a quick shower, i called tj back, and he said he'd pick me up soon.. this was about 930pm or so.. at 1130 he came by finally and picked me up. i was already having to fight to stay up and wait for him to arrive *sighs* in retrospect i should've called it a night there. regardless, we ran to our friend john's house, and picked up his buddy joo, then back to tj's on the east side, where we hung out for a couple hours, playing smash brothers, watching outer limits and me watching them smoke out once or twice. (i did not partake thank you very much) Around 3:30am he decides to run me and joo back to our respective dwellings, and i ask to just stay, seeing as i had a doctors appointment at the ass-crack of dawn the next morning, and the qwack is located about a halfamile away from tj's house. he declined politely for some reason or another following the trend he's shown in the past 2-3 days of kinda puilling back from me.. he goes through phases where he can be sweet as hell to me, and look at me like im the only thing he sees.. then he goes through phases where he makes me feel like i must be disgusting to be around or to touch and hug and stuff. he drops me off, and gives me many snuggles strangely enough, because im the one doing the giving most of the time.i enjoyed them though and returned the favor.. i love snugglin with him.. he's likea  big pillow. anyways, i go in, to find my sister sick as a dog, puking her guts out at about 4am... joy.. i make sure she's semi settled on the couch, get her a cool rag etc. and go lay down. within 5 minutes she is back puking, and her thirteen year old daughter is screaming bloody murder from the couch "mommy mommy mommy lay" (she has some extreme need to have her mom laying with her, sitting next to her, carrying her 24/7 and if awakened without her, she tends to scream until she comes.. funnny story about that.. maybe i'll clue you in later.) anyways, i get up, and in a not so friendly voice, tell my dear emily that if she didn't stop she'd go sleep in the van that night. not the nicest remark butit was quite effective in quieting her. (again, i would never do that to her, only threaten) and the few hours of night left proceeded like that, my sister up just as i lay down, her puking emily screaming, and in a few instances me cleaning up the evidence. i fianally am able to lay down about 6am. and no more than an hour later she wakes me up. the kids needed to be dressed and taken to school ............fun .. so we proceed in a freenzy of clothing, socks and backpacks to ready them, then my sister takes off to drop the highschooler off. I finish getting emily ready, and then my sis return to dress the limp lifeless form of her eight year old son, who, as a way to throw tantrums in the mornings before school goes as limp as possible to make getting clean clothing on him and difficult as possible. she runs him to his school, then comes back and i'm off a few momments later with emily.Now it just annoys me that all three kids go to three different schools. emily's is the farthest away, on shelby and thompson. i stop for gas station coffee on the way, seeing as im at the 24 hour mark at that point, and having issues with swerving. i believe i became friendly with a doughnut too.. but memories of that are somewhat fuzzy.. hehe.. anyways i run her into school, then come back out and race home. I brush my teeth and head off to my appt with the chriropracter. i'm massaged, iced and relaxed beyond belief, but all that comes at a price. Up next is the adjustment. some people describe this as a nice thing, that tends to feel good... i find it painful. the doctors twists me around and cracks my back several times, and by the end i can barely move because of the.. hmm.. stinging?? sharp achiness of where he's cracked and adjusted me. then i head on up the raod and being in the area run by the mcdonalds my friend amber and her mom work at. I happy to see amber and we talk a bit, then her mother comes over and gives me the third degree on being pregnant, and has the nerve to ask if i know who it belongs to etc etc. that irks me so much... its very rude.. is it not? anyways, i leave there about 11am or so, and return home, only to run back out again to get some weird thing for the tv so the cable will work and ciggarettes for my sister. during this time i miss another call from the lady at the board of health who had been trying to reach me for the past 4-5 business days, leaving me terrified in a way because the only reason i knew for them to do smoething as this is if there's a possibility of std and/or hiv infection due to contact with a person having such diseases. i return to leave yet again to retrive emily from school and pick up some dog food at walmart, which i am coming to loathe for the amount of time i tend to spend there with being paid. when i get back the other two kids leave with friends for some various activities and i proceed to sit on my ass for an hour or so. *heaven* i then fianally get contact with the woman who sets up an in home visit with me to go over some more free things white trashes moms get from the state.. but she's from the board of health. i sit back down and fall assleep for a half hour of so.. and wake up abruptly, wander into the bathroom half awake.. and see my friend joo who was in my dream stading there, i sit down to piss and ask him "what the fuck are you doing in here" and blink.. then he's gone... im a state of shock i wander back out.. and look for somehting to cook for dinner.. and begin diong that.. then it hits me.. the lady from the board of health is going to be here tomorrow morning at 930 am, then house needs to be spottless by then, and i have to be up to get kids ready for school, and run my sister to work so i can have the van tomorrow to go to yetanother chropracter appt. so i launch into this 2 hour cleaning bonanza on the kitchen and now thats finished, i also have the living room to do... but that will have to wait until the morning because we all sleep in there .. *sighs* im also considering leaving the dogs in the van behind the house, so they wont bother me and that woman and she wont call the pound on us. i sit here now.. my back aching.. and i almost want to go do smoething tonight.. beause the kids are still up .. its 10pm on a school night and the kids are still up and running all over.. they're going to be fucking angels in the morning mind you...the living rom is still trashed and im tired as fuck.. so at the begging of hour thirty eight of my endless day i bid you farewell.. fuck.. i have to go to the gas station to get somemore smokes tonight too.. thats a bitch..
luv ya
mags.......