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I known about it for about 5 or 6 months now. Maybe I just didn't really think it was going to happen. and now thats its getting closer to that time.
but I really started thinking about it last night. what if it really happens?
What will I do?
I said lets go our seperate ways...
I just don't want to deal with bullshit anymore.
im sick of someone else's wrong doings getting turned around on me.
I go to work, stay at home with my baby.
and every once in a great while hang out.
It isn't the life I asked for from you, but I playing by the rules.
I just wish you would.
I think about it everyday. I think about my words and how serious I am about it.
Am I?
I want one thing, but if it doesn't work, I have already prepared myself. just because I have what I want doesn't mean it will turn out the way I want it to. and so far, what I want is something I feel like giving up on.
The babies are awake.
.
.
.
.
.
The love of my life*
but I really started thinking about it last night. what if it really happens?
What will I do?
I said lets go our seperate ways...
I just don't want to deal with bullshit anymore.
im sick of someone else's wrong doings getting turned around on me.
I go to work, stay at home with my baby.
and every once in a great while hang out.
It isn't the life I asked for from you, but I playing by the rules.
I just wish you would.
I think about it everyday. I think about my words and how serious I am about it.
Am I?
I want one thing, but if it doesn't work, I have already prepared myself. just because I have what I want doesn't mean it will turn out the way I want it to. and so far, what I want is something I feel like giving up on.
The babies are awake.
.
.
.
.
.
The love of my life*