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I never really write
anymore, but I never really have the time...things are ok. J-D and I
are getting along better....I love him, so I am trying all I can to
make everything work. Just some ups and downs to work through. Kyla is
doing great. Nationals this weekend. I am so excited, and it will be a
nice get away. Its needed.
Hung out with Ashley and Shell Saturday night. It was nice. crazy, but nice.
Remember guys: SHOES DON'T MAKE GIRLS WANT YOU!!! LoL!
Some girls really get on my nerves and just need to stop talking. Especially when they don't know what the fuck they are talking about...
I miss and want so much...I am going crazy!
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then i don't care were not going newhere
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
I still wanna be with you cuz I promised to
But I feel something's going on going on with you
So tell me do you feel the same cuz I could see you
You don't You don't love me no more
I remember when you told me
After we hooked up you would never change
Now I notice when you hold me after we make up we wont feel the same
Now I know what my throat was telling me was true ooohhhh
You don't You don't love me no more
I can't believe what I feel is coming from what I love
I wonder if we should take a chance it's plain enough slow it down (slow it down)
Yeah Yeah maybe we should slow it down
Baby, I cant' take it no more
Why.....don't .....you.....love....me
Uh yeah come on
I'm not one of your friends that you've been hanging with
Where is all the respect got me questioning is it an ex-girlfriend
That takes you way back when let me know if I'm the problem for these differences
I'm back at it again I'm trying everything and anything to keep you my man
I'll give it to you right keep it good make sure you stay where lying in bed and your
The one that's turning your head you don't wanna hold hands so it's killing me
Looking you in your eyes asking you if your feeling me you say yes what I get is a no
I should give this a rest but I can't let you go no I can't let you go
I still wanna be with you cuz I promised to
But I feel something's going on going on with you
So tell me do you feel the same cuz I could see you
You don't You don't love me no more
Yeah why do you love me love me no more
Stay with me
Tell me why don't you love me no more
Hung out with Ashley and Shell Saturday night. It was nice. crazy, but nice.
Remember guys: SHOES DON'T MAKE GIRLS WANT YOU!!! LoL!
Some girls really get on my nerves and just need to stop talking. Especially when they don't know what the fuck they are talking about...
I miss and want so much...I am going crazy!
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going newhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then i don't care were not going newhere
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
I still wanna be with you cuz I promised to
But I feel something's going on going on with you
So tell me do you feel the same cuz I could see you
You don't You don't love me no more
I remember when you told me
After we hooked up you would never change
Now I notice when you hold me after we make up we wont feel the same
Now I know what my throat was telling me was true ooohhhh
You don't You don't love me no more
I can't believe what I feel is coming from what I love
I wonder if we should take a chance it's plain enough slow it down (slow it down)
Yeah Yeah maybe we should slow it down
Baby, I cant' take it no more
Why.....don't .....you.....love....me
Uh yeah come on
I'm not one of your friends that you've been hanging with
Where is all the respect got me questioning is it an ex-girlfriend
That takes you way back when let me know if I'm the problem for these differences
I'm back at it again I'm trying everything and anything to keep you my man
I'll give it to you right keep it good make sure you stay where lying in bed and your
The one that's turning your head you don't wanna hold hands so it's killing me
Looking you in your eyes asking you if your feeling me you say yes what I get is a no
I should give this a rest but I can't let you go no I can't let you go
I still wanna be with you cuz I promised to
But I feel something's going on going on with you
So tell me do you feel the same cuz I could see you
You don't You don't love me no more
Yeah why do you love me love me no more
Stay with me
Tell me why don't you love me no more