Apr 12, 2005 11:33
SO to make the longest story in history short... O my God i hate my mother! Wow that was fairly easy.
So last tuesday I got kicked out for calling Jon after nine and asking my mom for my toothbrush.....yeah i know.
Now i still have to live with her and I am grounded for two weeks, from Jon.....I am so FUCKING mad right now.
You know if i wanted to be grounded from Jon and never see him, don't you think i would have stayed at my dads house?
DUH!! I moved out to my moms house so i could be with my brothers and sister and Jon. Those four people are my soul
reason for living and when sombody takes what i have sacrificed and uses it against me i get kinda mad.
Like with Jon and his writeing, How can you take something somebody loves so much and use it against them.
Freaking Assholes all of you. Just leave us alone. Like Jon and I, We just want to be left the fuck alone.but people
like his mom and coochie coo and everyone bring him down, with me it just seems to be my parents, one runs away like a
little girl by drinking all the time and the other is a freaking physcopath. So Jon don't think for two seconds
that just becuz i got my brothers and sister back that i am happy, i still have to live with my mother.
Remeber when we were just friends and Eric pissed me off and i was tired of my dad and we were outside by the steps
were our little group would always go and you said "Its ok" and you let me lay my head on your shoulder.
That is my most favoritest momory of you, that is something i will never forget.Becuase in that moment it was just us
Just u and me and all our shit, but it was ok because you gave me your shoulder to lean on.I sent you a letter
it is six pages long. I really feel that way but its not somthing i should have sent you. Not when i haven't seen
you for a week. I just want to apologize ahead of time for that. I am really really sorry for being grounded
for sending you a shitty letter, for being such a bitch all the time i am really sorry.