Feb 14, 2005 16:22
Its Valentines Day that means all those thoughtful guys are getting some very lucky girls roses and chocolate and Teddy bears and gold bracelts and cards and all that great stuff. V-Day is starting to lose its meaning to me, simply because... Only twice in my life has this day ever been important to me. One of those people i kinda want to make it so its a blurr, the other i still takl and accoate with him, he is a ver good friend,chad. Don't get me wrong I love Jonathan to death, but there is just somethings he will never understand. Sure he is romantic, when he feels like it or when he wants to be. Today I really could have givin a crap if i didn't get anything... thats not what today is about... Its about showing how much you love that special someone.. Its not the things you buy or the alfit you wear, its the things you say your attitude towards us, your kiss and hug that shows how much you really love us. I could ask for nothing more, than for you to dedicate a whole day just once to show mw how much you love me and apperciate me. Not a fancey dinner date or a diamond ring or a miilon roses, just you being with me. THats all i can ask. Sure those things are nice but what comes from the heart means so much more to me. I love you Jonathan, you may never understand what this simple journal entry is saying but I love you and thats all that should matter.