Feb 10, 2005 11:32
I can't believe this shit! Well thats a lie yes i can. Coochie Coo and her other little retared
fucking friends are putting Jon through Hell. If Jon is going through hell thats means i go through hell seeing
how i am his best friend and bestfriends are kinda there for you when the world comes crashing down
on you. And since the day it came crashing down on him i swore to myself and him that i would be there
no matter what and i will stand by that promise no matter what.I feel So sorry for coochie coo and
her dumbass friends, they don't seem to get that they reep what they sew, and that what goes around comes
around.I hate to see Jon suffer, I want to wave a magic wand and make it all go away. I know that
is impossible and i know that i can't fix poeple's problems, all i can do is be there for him. Every time our lives seem to get better it starts falling to shit again. I say we because I want Jon to know that no matter if ends up in jail or a mental hospital he will never really be alone, I nor God will EVER leave him. Somtimes i pray that i could switch places with Jon
So he wouldn't have to hurt so much. But I know that he will only be a stonger better person after all this.
I want to believe that I get more scared than Jon does,but in my heart i know that nothing could compare to stand on a stage in front of the people that are going to determine the rest of his life and telling them how it all went down has go to be the most nerve racking thing of all. I love you Jon Forever and Always and a Lifetime after that.