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how hard is it to determine what you want in life, what you want out of life? ending a year makes me start to realize these things. and when it comes down to it everythign seems so pointless to me. i'm not sure how to make myself care more and i'm not sure if i want to care more. this sounds so ridiculous but its like i have to force my self to have a feeling. its sad that i can't find any music to match my mood so i'm downloading like.. the whole world.
i need to watch phantom of the opera.
i need to watch phantom of the opera.