still upset..but a little better. (richlol)
oh man i laughed so much at dinner potatoes and peas came out my mouth- i almost choked. =/
me and mike got into the best fight last night. well, it wasn't a fight .. but, it was something like it. that, surprisingly, was what made me get into a much better mood. he told me our relationship was destructive and that he couldn't be a human being with me. he said he felt like he had to be perfect because i "relied" on him. lol. but nope. i never relied on him for anything, he wasn't a reliable boyfriend. so i wasn't upset by this conversation, i was actually glad for it. but apparently he and i were not on the same page (as always) and he got very upset..even angry. sooooo.. he ran away from it. again. i mean, i should have been crushed by him telling me that he basically lied to me for a year. yep- that's what he told me. straight out to me that he was a different person around me, tricked me. told me he loved me for a year...but yeah, that was the fake mike, that was the mike he wanted me to see. what a fool. he actually told me he tricked me.well i guess it came around and bit him in the ass. i feel so bad for his new girlfriend. i hope she doesnt let him manipulate her into loving him then breaks her heart. =/
and really, i don't care if he's reading this now, because that conversation made my day for sure. and it was a pretty shitty day. yeah mike, it was shitty. like you. =)
anyyyywayyyysss .... today was a better day. even so i didnt get my day planned with rich (because of dad, who else) i actually chilled with a girl. tiff and erin. i have a girl for a friend? lol. weiirddd. but great. :)
me and mike got into the best fight last night. well, it wasn't a fight .. but, it was something like it. that, surprisingly, was what made me get into a much better mood. he told me our relationship was destructive and that he couldn't be a human being with me. he said he felt like he had to be perfect because i "relied" on him. lol. but nope. i never relied on him for anything, he wasn't a reliable boyfriend. so i wasn't upset by this conversation, i was actually glad for it. but apparently he and i were not on the same page (as always) and he got very upset..even angry. sooooo.. he ran away from it. again. i mean, i should have been crushed by him telling me that he basically lied to me for a year. yep- that's what he told me. straight out to me that he was a different person around me, tricked me. told me he loved me for a year...but yeah, that was the fake mike, that was the mike he wanted me to see. what a fool. he actually told me he tricked me.well i guess it came around and bit him in the ass. i feel so bad for his new girlfriend. i hope she doesnt let him manipulate her into loving him then breaks her heart. =/
and really, i don't care if he's reading this now, because that conversation made my day for sure. and it was a pretty shitty day. yeah mike, it was shitty. like you. =)
anyyyywayyyysss .... today was a better day. even so i didnt get my day planned with rich (because of dad, who else) i actually chilled with a girl. tiff and erin. i have a girl for a friend? lol. weiirddd. but great. :)