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This is something that I was thinking about recently. I'm glad I'm not with "him" anymore. I'm glad things ended. When they first did, I was really upset.. Naturally. But my life has been sooo much better without him, and I can say that with confidence. Back then I just wouldn't let myself think that he was making me totally miserable.. Totally depressed.. Because he was my longest relationship. I think I just felt attached because of that and because of all the things that he said to me. I think the thing that hit me the most was when he told me I was "the one." It did mean something but he did tell this other girl before me that too.. I just think he is very confused about life. He usually went with his "gut feeling".. Which isn't always right, obviously. But, all in all.. We had our good times together, and I am greatful for that. I just think he was way too depressed and down for me. Since him, I felt freed and not stuck in a relationship that I was in denial about.