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I have done alot of thinking today about where i am in life and what i doing. And here's what i got. I have a wonderful boyfriend who i really love, and he loves me. I couldnt be any more happy than i already am with him. Hes my everything. But then i look into them mirror and i see myself looking back and all i see is blackness,lonliness, scared, and hearbroke. I dont like to say what is on my mind. I keep it all inside. I let people control my feelings. I dont like to speak up when i have something to say. And yet i know all this, i dont change it.
It's so hard to change...
...If only
It's so hard to change...
...If only