I dont like thinking. also rant.
But we all need to think XD
I have this notorious habit on OVERTHINKING things too much no matter how little it may be. Like if someone drops a statement that leaves me hanging (I hate it when people does this to me and I rage on them because) I will have to think about it all day. Keeping busy does not help, because that requires a lot of thinking too.
sigh OTL can I has hallucinatory drugs?
I also end up thinking again how my life at this moment is still blah, and being emotionally emasculated by my own companions (to why I'm such a masochist with my chosen friends that I don't know) and that I heavily disliked my country to the point it's almost treason. No for serious, the fortune I have to earn is just too big even if I go away EVEN just for awhile =_=
My life need a reset button. I just don't feel happy on where I am right now :T I'm almost 30 and I got nothing to show in life.
What are friends.
What is a social life.
Family you are so boring and mature and discouraging to the point I'm so severely repressed it's no longer funny.
Money is never enough. Mooonneeeeyy -mouthfoam-
OTL <---- is getting depressed with all the people's happiness and fulfillment surrounding her.
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Fannish things: Even if I have an update for fic 'the switch', I feel mighty awkward posting there for the third time in a row. Somebody post something there already so I can update already =_=
ok wait, frostywine updated. yess. now i can update hurr.
I have this notorious habit on OVERTHINKING things too much no matter how little it may be. Like if someone drops a statement that leaves me hanging (I hate it when people does this to me and I rage on them because) I will have to think about it all day. Keeping busy does not help, because that requires a lot of thinking too.
sigh OTL can I has hallucinatory drugs?
I also end up thinking again how my life at this moment is still blah, and being emotionally emasculated by my own companions (to why I'm such a masochist with my chosen friends that I don't know) and that I heavily disliked my country to the point it's almost treason. No for serious, the fortune I have to earn is just too big even if I go away EVEN just for awhile =_=
My life need a reset button. I just don't feel happy on where I am right now :T I'm almost 30 and I got nothing to show in life.
What are friends.
What is a social life.
Family you are so boring and mature and discouraging to the point I'm so severely repressed it's no longer funny.
Money is never enough. Mooonneeeeyy -mouthfoam-
OTL <---- is getting depressed with all the people's happiness and fulfillment surrounding her.
--
Fannish things: Even if I have an update for fic 'the switch', I feel mighty awkward posting there for the third time in a row. Somebody post something there already so I can update already =_=
ok wait, frostywine updated. yess. now i can update hurr.