Mar 21, 2003 15:48
i talked to sean last night for the first time in over a year and a half. sure we talk at parties and shit but we haven't had a serious conversation since the accident. things after the accident went from bad, to worse, to horrible to i wanted to kill him. it took me over a year to recover emotionally from everything that happened to my brother, to healing my own broken emotions and fears. then i slowly came to terms with reality with what exactly happened, and then i learned how to let it go. and i forgave sean. talk about a quick re-cap.. so we talked last night. it was wierd.... and i don't really know what to think of some of the things he said to me. nothing harsh or mean, just really different. stuff i didn't know before. so i dunno.
this week has been total shit. i haven't been to work since tuesday, great way to start out the pay pieriod 15 hours behind. uhh. i didn't go to spanish on wednesday and i ditched econ on thursday! someone spank me...
but today was good, and i am pretty sure the rest of the day is going to be great. quinn, megan and i had a photo shoot.
my picture posts got fucked up so i am gonna try and upload again.