"My stomach turns and I exhale..."

[silentseanymph]

I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rinds,
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion,
Rendez-vous then I'm through with you

Burn burn like a wicker cabinet, chalk-white and oh so frail,
I see our time has gotten stale
The tick-tock of the clock is painful, all sane and logical
I wanna tear it off the wall
I hear words in clips and phrases, I think sick like ginger ale,
My stomach turns, and I exhale,

I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rinds,
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion,
Rendez-vous then I'm through with you

SoCal is where my mind states, but it's not my state of mind
I'm not as ugly sad as you
Or am I origami, folded up and just pretend
Demented as the bullets in your head

I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rinds,
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion,
Rendez-vous then I'm through with you

I alone am the one you don't know you need, take heed, feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close, tie me to the bedpost
I alone am the one you don't know you need, take heed, feed your ego
Make me blind when your eyes close, tie me to the bedpost

I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rinds,
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside,
Swallow my doubt, turn it inside out,
Find nothing but faith in nothing
Wanna put my tender heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion,
Rendez-vous then I'm through, now I'm through with you
Through with you
Rendez-vous then I'm through with you.