Date?
So I went out tonight, I think. I mean there was going to a place and conversing for a hour and a half. Is that a date? I don't remember. Started talking to Heather today online, since you know, if we are going to get married if I get this job I need to know her right? I've only ever run into her once at CBC that I know of and that was a five minute conversation about how hot it was and her sweater. Speaking of which, she seemed both rational and irrational at the first meeting. I pointed out that she could remove her sweater if it was so hot (about 80 degrees out) and she replied that she liked her sweater, but that is wasn't so bright that she was still wearing it. So she dropped by my LJ and posted a note since I gave her my screen name (I was going to look her up, but with the whole job thing, I wasn't in my right mind). Then I added her to my msn messenger today. I was acting stupid of course, and drove her away, but quickly reeled her back in when I let her know who I was. Damn internet games :) So we got to talking, got to know each other a little. We seem compatable, even if she is so young. Speaking of which, I still need to figure out her birthday. Its probably on her LJ. There are a few things we don't see eye to eye on. Shouldn't be too big of a problem. But I was cut short since she needed to help her dad. I took on a role I rarely do and told her to meet me at Denny's at 8pm. Yes, I know I'm cheap, going to Denny's for a ?date?. But its a nice safe place. You know, incase either of us turn out to be psycho. We met there, I was almost late, and only made it by a hairs breath. I still made it there first, which is fine by me. I wouldn't have wanted to keep her waiting. The seater even made a joke asking me where she was. I would have been mildly peaved had I been stood up, which luckily wasn't the case. She wasn't so terribly late, only a few minutes which was perfectly acceptable. We picked up our conversation where it left off, on polyamoury. I probably did a horrible job of explaining it. We did end up talking the whole time. No awkward pauses. No logical breaks in continuity. She is a very easy person to talk to. She also has the most stunning grey blue eyes, the kind of eyes where you can see the storm coming. The kind of eyes where if you look deeply enough you can see the stormy ocean, tranquility below and powerful conciousness above. Who knows what may become of it. If we become friends I will be satisfied. Should we become more, it would be even better. Only problem is that I found her shortly before this whole job thing. That has to weigh heavy on her mind. I've loved and left before. Its hard, but its what the military teaches you, that leaving is hard one of the hardest things you can do, but you never forget them and they will always be there with you no matter where you are. Even in time, you will find them again if you were meant to.