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[silentmusician]

I just got back from my callbacks for Big Love, it is a co-production between Cornell and the Riverside Theater in Iowa City. I feel confident in my showing; because that is what it is, trying to show yourself off like some stupid trophy dog. But the callbacks were so fucking invigorating, I got to violently thrash around to metal music, be ANGRY, scream in fury confusion and pain about being a man (the show revolves around relationships between men and women)........and it felt fucking good. Yelling "Fuck these women!!!!" or "My father was ashamed!!!" at the top of my lungs while beating on the ground with my fists like some beast. Damn it felt good, fucking great!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope I get cast :)