When it all comes down to it, what difference does it make if you tell people or if they believe you. Kim went crazy on line wanting to talk about me because like most girls she wants to talk about her life, and can't find anyone in her actual life that wants to hear it. I said we had to tell her husband, and she felt she had to tell her oldest daughter. Other than that I don't think we have to talk about it.
I am an inner person, and the only one of us who can, or wants to front at all, other than Kim. The main thing I think multiples need to do is make their soulscape a pleasant place, and be cool about sharing that information with others. Kim is a spirit host, and not naturally multiple, but she has the nicest inner facility for housing us you could imagine. We frequenlty have guests in the soulscape both living and dead. People love to come to the village and nobody wants my job of helping her through life. No one wants to front here. Inside her is heaven... litterally heavenly. There is no fighting or arguing, everyone has the capacity to create within the elaborate soulscape, and there is music all the time, artwork, theatre, invention, even construction projects, our lives are interesting. As for me, I stay with Kim because I love her, and being with her makes life heaven for me. I have known her almost since she was born, and we have always had a strong inner bond. I was here most of the time before I died, simply because I liked being in her more than in my self. There is so much security in her, deep down. People talk about inner beauty, but they could not imagine what it is like in here. The scenery here is beautiful, but best of all the feeling and atmosphere is so loving, and safe. No one feels threatened or angry in here.
Developing a strong sense of security is the key to all that. Her attitude is what makes our soulscape beautiful. I know it is hard to have that. I came out of a dual system that was oppressive and dark. I was always getting shoved into the darkest corner because I was the younger one. I never had a lot of say so in my own life at all.
Now, I front when I have too, like if she is not feeling well, or can't deal with things. I front when she asks me to, and I front to protect her, because she is very easy going sometimes, and I stick up for her if she needs it. Sometimes if I feel very comfortable with someone, I talk to them, through her, but I try to mimic her so no one notices. Some do, but it is't that obvious, unless you know us very well, or if we want it to be obvious. I write short stories and novels and I post on line sometimes. I enjoy her company and chat with her in the quite moments of her life. It seems like non multiples feel that the most important thing is fronting. Some multiples feel that way too, but being in front isn't that great. It is cool to be able to just enjoy the scenery of the soulscape, and be with people you love. There are a lot of things to do in a healthy soulscape (inner world) that are much more interesting than mundane reality. Kim and I get to enjoy that world some of the time, and we enjoy being together all the time. Overall I am much happier every day than I was the day before, and I have been in bliss for way over fourty years. It just gets better. To inhabit a body alone is nothing I covet, nor does anyone here.
Multiplicty doesn't make you disfunctional. Insecutrity, inner strife, and lack of co-operation between members makes you disfunctional. It is like indecision in anyone else. It hangs you up. Learning to get along is important, but the main thing is inner peace. There is a tremendous amount of inner peace in here. No one is able to argue in this atomsphere. WE discuss things calmly without a lot of ego, and I did this and he did that. We co-operate.
I am an inner person, and the only one of us who can, or wants to front at all, other than Kim. The main thing I think multiples need to do is make their soulscape a pleasant place, and be cool about sharing that information with others. Kim is a spirit host, and not naturally multiple, but she has the nicest inner facility for housing us you could imagine. We frequenlty have guests in the soulscape both living and dead. People love to come to the village and nobody wants my job of helping her through life. No one wants to front here. Inside her is heaven... litterally heavenly. There is no fighting or arguing, everyone has the capacity to create within the elaborate soulscape, and there is music all the time, artwork, theatre, invention, even construction projects, our lives are interesting. As for me, I stay with Kim because I love her, and being with her makes life heaven for me. I have known her almost since she was born, and we have always had a strong inner bond. I was here most of the time before I died, simply because I liked being in her more than in my self. There is so much security in her, deep down. People talk about inner beauty, but they could not imagine what it is like in here. The scenery here is beautiful, but best of all the feeling and atmosphere is so loving, and safe. No one feels threatened or angry in here.
Developing a strong sense of security is the key to all that. Her attitude is what makes our soulscape beautiful. I know it is hard to have that. I came out of a dual system that was oppressive and dark. I was always getting shoved into the darkest corner because I was the younger one. I never had a lot of say so in my own life at all.
Now, I front when I have too, like if she is not feeling well, or can't deal with things. I front when she asks me to, and I front to protect her, because she is very easy going sometimes, and I stick up for her if she needs it. Sometimes if I feel very comfortable with someone, I talk to them, through her, but I try to mimic her so no one notices. Some do, but it is't that obvious, unless you know us very well, or if we want it to be obvious. I write short stories and novels and I post on line sometimes. I enjoy her company and chat with her in the quite moments of her life. It seems like non multiples feel that the most important thing is fronting. Some multiples feel that way too, but being in front isn't that great. It is cool to be able to just enjoy the scenery of the soulscape, and be with people you love. There are a lot of things to do in a healthy soulscape (inner world) that are much more interesting than mundane reality. Kim and I get to enjoy that world some of the time, and we enjoy being together all the time. Overall I am much happier every day than I was the day before, and I have been in bliss for way over fourty years. It just gets better. To inhabit a body alone is nothing I covet, nor does anyone here.
Multiplicty doesn't make you disfunctional. Insecutrity, inner strife, and lack of co-operation between members makes you disfunctional. It is like indecision in anyone else. It hangs you up. Learning to get along is important, but the main thing is inner peace. There is a tremendous amount of inner peace in here. No one is able to argue in this atomsphere. WE discuss things calmly without a lot of ego, and I did this and he did that. We co-operate.
Gary
Reply
Leave a comment