Howdy howdy
S'me again. I'm so happy to see new members and much more posting!
Reading the recent post/comments regarding everyone's feelings on integration, it seems many of you view it as murder. It makes me uncomfortable. I understand that view very much.
What makes me uncomfortable about this ideal is my own, fairly recent, integration. I was once a system of around 15 members. We were a product of myself trying to block certain emotions and deal with stresses of life. Eventually this got too hard to control and I split several ways and those bits got self aware.
I have a journal for this. unstablefamily which is friends-only. I invite anyone who is interested to friend that journal.
For the past year we had been uncomfortable as a system. Just tired and worn down. Members were becoming faint and the others were just bored with being there. My integration, while not complete, was mutual between everyone. There's still two others.
Er.. all in all it's hard to explain and describe without explaining my past.
But I'll stop before ranting. I lost my point.
Reading the recent post/comments regarding everyone's feelings on integration, it seems many of you view it as murder. It makes me uncomfortable. I understand that view very much.
What makes me uncomfortable about this ideal is my own, fairly recent, integration. I was once a system of around 15 members. We were a product of myself trying to block certain emotions and deal with stresses of life. Eventually this got too hard to control and I split several ways and those bits got self aware.
I have a journal for this. unstablefamily which is friends-only. I invite anyone who is interested to friend that journal.
For the past year we had been uncomfortable as a system. Just tired and worn down. Members were becoming faint and the others were just bored with being there. My integration, while not complete, was mutual between everyone. There's still two others.
Er.. all in all it's hard to explain and describe without explaining my past.
But I'll stop before ranting. I lost my point.