Jun 13, 2004 00:49
I went outside to pray tonight. I asked God to help me, to give me strength, a sign I wasn't alone... anything. I sat there for a while just starting at the sky crying. And then I coughed, something was in my throat. I spit it out and in the moonlight and shadow the saliva looked like a bulldog.
The Devil Dog. The Marine.
I know it may sound silly, but to me it was a sign... that I am doing the right thing and that I can do this.
It's helped me feel alot better.
I still feel pretty alone, but I feel God is on my side, and I know my family is... and when you have that, you really can't go wrong.