i'm not giving up on you - mark/wendy - canon (1/2)kurdoodleDecember 22 2015, 23:39:50 UTC
Mark knew since the beginning that it was never anyone's fault. One glance on paper and it'd tell you that it was just a natural consequence of hormones gone wrong - wrong place, wrong time, everything about it was wrong. One glance, that's all it took. One glance, and Mark regrets coming here, regrets coming to this stupid gathering of "friends" under the guise of a Christmas party, regrets everything
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i'm not giving up on you - mark/wendy - canon (2/2)kurdoodleDecember 22 2015, 23:42:14 UTC
"You," Mark starts, but he closes his eyes in frustration. He doesn't know how to say it - how to say that he wants to be the one who makes sure that she doesn't exhaust herself too much, that he wants to be the one who holds her hand like the old times, that he wants to be the one who loves her, loves without restraint. And yet he knows that even if the cameras weren't flashing or that they had chosen different paths in life that this would still end up the same way. He knows because this is just how Seungwan is, afraid to love, afraid that it will just slip through her fingers and that'll be it. He knows because he can see it in her eyes, in the uncertainty that flashed through when he had first held her in his arms, in the sad resignation that had been mixed in with her tears when she finally decided to let him go
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RE: i'm not giving up on you - mark/wendy - canon (2/2)p_swizzleDecember 22 2015, 23:55:18 UTC
s o b s hannah why must you break my heart :( ~ also it's nice to read your fic after so long ! haha
this is so angsty (obviously your forte, hmm), and my favorite thing about it (and maybe the saddest thing too) is how they're both forcing themselves to do things. they're obviously better off without each other but the way mark is forcing himself to hold on, and wendy forced herself away... ugh my soul can't take it honestly ;_;
RE: i'm not giving up on you - mark/wendy - canon (2/2)p_swizzleDecember 23 2015, 00:48:44 UTC
!!!!!!!!
This is so beautiful yet so saddening and just wHYYYY, why must you break my heart like this ;___; Mark is so endearing in here, refusing to give up on them even though Seungwan tries so hard to push him away. I just --- you're just flawless with your pretty writings ok.
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(also long time no talk my lovely poonam ♥ huhu)
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this is so angsty (obviously your forte, hmm), and my favorite thing about it (and maybe the saddest thing too) is how they're both forcing themselves to do things. they're obviously better off without each other but the way mark is forcing himself to hold on, and wendy forced herself away... ugh my soul can't take it honestly ;_;
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This is so beautiful yet so saddening and just wHYYYY, why must you break my heart like this ;___; Mark is so endearing in here, refusing to give up on them even though Seungwan tries so hard to push him away. I just --- you're just flawless with your pretty writings ok.
Thank you for thissss <33
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But yeahhh, thanks Hannah <3
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