i dont know...
the good :
-yesterday was <3 6 months <3 & i spent a great day with him (afterschool)
-softball team won another game we're 3-0 & i have 9sb's plus all the other crap
& there's always the bad
i cried today ; and i hated it... because i didnt want to talk about it at all & i had to walk away from him without letting him see the tears rolling down my face.
if you knew him like i do ; maybe you'd have at least a clue.
&& you'd know how much i really dislike this all
i love you.
hopefully tomorrow's better : no practice work then midnight madness with kami jessie & britt hopefully. & a happy boyfriend?
-yesterday was <3 6 months <3 & i spent a great day with him (afterschool)
-softball team won another game we're 3-0 & i have 9sb's plus all the other crap
& there's always the bad
i cried today ; and i hated it... because i didnt want to talk about it at all & i had to walk away from him without letting him see the tears rolling down my face.
if you knew him like i do ; maybe you'd have at least a clue.
&& you'd know how much i really dislike this all
i love you.
hopefully tomorrow's better : no practice work then midnight madness with kami jessie & britt hopefully. & a happy boyfriend?