Jul 30, 2009 21:36
"I'm not going to take a nap today." After I got off work, that's exactly what I told myself. I don't doubt for a second that the naps I've been taking lately have a good deal to do with the reason why I haven't been able to get much sleep at night for the past few weeks.
And so I repeated it to myself continuously, like a mantra. "I'm not going to take a nap today."
Repeated it all the way into the bedroom. Repeated it all the way into my bed. Even repeated it as I snuggled up against my pillow.
Last thing I remember thinking is, "Masato, you so weak." But boy, it felt so good.