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Am I still supposed to update this?
Let us see, what is new....
-Got cable beeeeeitches.
-Soulfly and Morbid Angel Tuesday....Fuuuuuuuck yeah, gonna be good times, 8th? time seeing Soulfly, 3rd seeing Morbid Angel...
-Going to New Mexico to see Noel and Jesse on the 24th, gonna be down thataway for about 2 weeks...I'm really looking forward to this trip, It'll be great seeing two of my closest friends...Speaking of the Jesse thing, a strange thought meandered its' wormy little vaporous way into my skull; I don't do much during the weekdays anymore, and I'm more apt to stay home...I don't know why this is...I mean, I don't think I'm depressed, although, I have been more on egde lately (including pushing a few people away), but I'm not unhappy...Perhaps my happiness is an illusion? I've been through bad depressions before, and I don't really feel many of the feelings or 'weights' associated the usual sense of dread and hopelessness (Low self-esteem, mood swings, severe dependancy on others, ect.)...I have good self-esteem, I feel like I can achieve what I want; but it's almost as if I'm hiding away...Maybe I'm just being too damned lazy? Maybe it's due to my graveyard shift work schedule? Hmmmm...This requires further thought...
-Tomorrow, I'm going to go see Lindsy and little Taylor...Most likely we'll go get dinner...It's nice to have a female friend that is like that, someone to hang out with on Valentine's Day...No relationship stuff, although, I will probably pick her up something like flowers, just due to it being Valentine's Day...
-Jason Atofau is home from Iraq! Fuck yes! It's great to have him back, really missed that guy...We all hung out at Riki's cousin's house Saturday, drank the Jaegermeister from my birthday...Good damn times right there...
-I was told today that I'm horrible at calling people and keeping in touch...Eh, I'ma guy, what can you expect? I'm much more for hanging out, really...
I think that's it for this post, more to come later...
Fuck Off: People who live in rooms at work or my current trend of not doing much...
Awesome: Jason coming home in one solid piece, or going to New Mexico...
Quote of the Day-
"Stupid People make my life Hell." - Fred
Let us see, what is new....
-Got cable beeeeeitches.
-Soulfly and Morbid Angel Tuesday....Fuuuuuuuck yeah, gonna be good times, 8th? time seeing Soulfly, 3rd seeing Morbid Angel...
-Going to New Mexico to see Noel and Jesse on the 24th, gonna be down thataway for about 2 weeks...I'm really looking forward to this trip, It'll be great seeing two of my closest friends...Speaking of the Jesse thing, a strange thought meandered its' wormy little vaporous way into my skull; I don't do much during the weekdays anymore, and I'm more apt to stay home...I don't know why this is...I mean, I don't think I'm depressed, although, I have been more on egde lately (including pushing a few people away), but I'm not unhappy...Perhaps my happiness is an illusion? I've been through bad depressions before, and I don't really feel many of the feelings or 'weights' associated the usual sense of dread and hopelessness (Low self-esteem, mood swings, severe dependancy on others, ect.)...I have good self-esteem, I feel like I can achieve what I want; but it's almost as if I'm hiding away...Maybe I'm just being too damned lazy? Maybe it's due to my graveyard shift work schedule? Hmmmm...This requires further thought...
-Tomorrow, I'm going to go see Lindsy and little Taylor...Most likely we'll go get dinner...It's nice to have a female friend that is like that, someone to hang out with on Valentine's Day...No relationship stuff, although, I will probably pick her up something like flowers, just due to it being Valentine's Day...
-Jason Atofau is home from Iraq! Fuck yes! It's great to have him back, really missed that guy...We all hung out at Riki's cousin's house Saturday, drank the Jaegermeister from my birthday...Good damn times right there...
-I was told today that I'm horrible at calling people and keeping in touch...Eh, I'ma guy, what can you expect? I'm much more for hanging out, really...
I think that's it for this post, more to come later...
Fuck Off: People who live in rooms at work or my current trend of not doing much...
Awesome: Jason coming home in one solid piece, or going to New Mexico...
Quote of the Day-
"Stupid People make my life Hell." - Fred