/////hmmm/////ponder time/////
I have come to the realization that at this point in my life I am just going to let go. I have loved you so much, with all my heart---but we drifted. And even after how hard that time was, I still loved you. But I am finally....fianlly, setting my heart free and putting the memories behind me....and forgetting you.
Im worse at what I do best and for this gift, I am blessed. Our little group has always been and always will be until the end.
Today- I woke up at 7:am- put some jeans and a t-shirt on, threw on the clogs and went to school at 7:05----Classes were horrible. I had a huge test. I know I did average. But average isn't good enough for me. Then TEE was kind of boring. I didn't do too much there. I thought I would go home and sleep after school. But no, I went to the library did some research...got some books out, worked on a huge essay. Worked on my lesson plan. Then I took my puppers to the vet. Aiy yai yai- he has flee's totally poopy. But He got some crap on him. Then I went, picked up my friend David from his house and we went to sears. I bought this beautiful Pink Saphire Ring....and it was only $149.87 with my discount. I had to get it re-sized because I wear an 8 not a 6.....then bought a work shirt and just got home. UGHHHH. So much fun , huh?
Tommorrow is looking interesting. My supervisor/teacher for TEE is coming out to see me teach. Fun Fun Shit!
But I am doing completely awesome! I have a new kid in the class I am interning in and his name is Tyler. he has alot of problems but he has warmed up to me quite well. I enjoy his enthusiasm although sometimes he gives up on himself. It's like he never had anyone to push him to do good. When I see these children sometimes I wonder what their home life is like. But, I love helping them in any way that I can. They deserve a mentor a friend and a good education where they can feel smart- instead of feeling like they are always behind.
Tommorrow I work 3-close. So much fun...bLaH! BlAh! LOL
I can not believe how fast this year has gone. My brothers birthday is on the 24th and then Thanksgiving the next day. and my birthday is in 28 days! WoO HoO BaBy!
Then christmas. Damn , I better get shopping I guess....
I can not wait till Christmas Break. Ohhh So Much Fun! Sleepin in is my favorite hahahah! but then again- I probably won't be with work and all.
Well, I guess I am going to go. It has been a long day and I am supa dupa tired.
Sooooo....until next time.....
Peace.
-CB-
Im worse at what I do best and for this gift, I am blessed. Our little group has always been and always will be until the end.
Today- I woke up at 7:am- put some jeans and a t-shirt on, threw on the clogs and went to school at 7:05----Classes were horrible. I had a huge test. I know I did average. But average isn't good enough for me. Then TEE was kind of boring. I didn't do too much there. I thought I would go home and sleep after school. But no, I went to the library did some research...got some books out, worked on a huge essay. Worked on my lesson plan. Then I took my puppers to the vet. Aiy yai yai- he has flee's totally poopy. But He got some crap on him. Then I went, picked up my friend David from his house and we went to sears. I bought this beautiful Pink Saphire Ring....and it was only $149.87 with my discount. I had to get it re-sized because I wear an 8 not a 6.....then bought a work shirt and just got home. UGHHHH. So much fun , huh?
Tommorrow is looking interesting. My supervisor/teacher for TEE is coming out to see me teach. Fun Fun Shit!
But I am doing completely awesome! I have a new kid in the class I am interning in and his name is Tyler. he has alot of problems but he has warmed up to me quite well. I enjoy his enthusiasm although sometimes he gives up on himself. It's like he never had anyone to push him to do good. When I see these children sometimes I wonder what their home life is like. But, I love helping them in any way that I can. They deserve a mentor a friend and a good education where they can feel smart- instead of feeling like they are always behind.
Tommorrow I work 3-close. So much fun...bLaH! BlAh! LOL
I can not believe how fast this year has gone. My brothers birthday is on the 24th and then Thanksgiving the next day. and my birthday is in 28 days! WoO HoO BaBy!
Then christmas. Damn , I better get shopping I guess....
I can not wait till Christmas Break. Ohhh So Much Fun! Sleepin in is my favorite hahahah! but then again- I probably won't be with work and all.
Well, I guess I am going to go. It has been a long day and I am supa dupa tired.
Sooooo....until next time.....
Peace.
-CB-