Good News
ALOT has been going on lately....
Well at every end of a tunnel there is some light. I applied to study abroad in Japan. I have passed the first screening session. My school has allowed me to apply for Nagoya University of Foreign Studies. So I am NOT officially in yet but my teacher says "that means you mosy likely get in"
I hope I get in because I didn;t apply for housing for next year lol
At the same time I am conflicted because my two really good friends got rejected. I hope if I go they won't forget me.
I am also sad because I have fallen in love...again. I know my emotions bounce around alot. Sadly this time I KNOW he does not feel the same way. Thats okay because as long as he is near I feel happier ...like a fresh breeze hits me! It's times like this I wish I were skinny. In my 'fat' state he would never be able to fall in love with me.
On other news Utada Hikaru's new english album is great. I Love "Apple and Cinnamon, dirty desire, and Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence" the rest are pretty good as well.
Well at every end of a tunnel there is some light. I applied to study abroad in Japan. I have passed the first screening session. My school has allowed me to apply for Nagoya University of Foreign Studies. So I am NOT officially in yet but my teacher says "that means you mosy likely get in"
I hope I get in because I didn;t apply for housing for next year lol
At the same time I am conflicted because my two really good friends got rejected. I hope if I go they won't forget me.
I am also sad because I have fallen in love...again. I know my emotions bounce around alot. Sadly this time I KNOW he does not feel the same way. Thats okay because as long as he is near I feel happier ...like a fresh breeze hits me! It's times like this I wish I were skinny. In my 'fat' state he would never be able to fall in love with me.
On other news Utada Hikaru's new english album is great. I Love "Apple and Cinnamon, dirty desire, and Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence" the rest are pretty good as well.