Everything...I guess...
Well hello LJ community, i have been not-to-busy type of person latly(not really). I also went to the MSI concert which was bad ass and all, i also hated KIll Hannah, but Retard-o-bot was pretty funny/cool, then MSI came on...Crazy ass people, you had to be there to get my point fully across. Me and i think basically everyone else got the bands autograph and I got to hug Kitty(YEAH!) We went to Dennys and Todd made me bancrupt between his goddamn syrup and straws, lol, J/K, i wish.....*whispers* lol**
On friday i hung out with Todd at Erica's and helped Kirsten try to get her computer to burn a DVD, which was unsuccesful due to her ____ software.After that while still at Kirstens/Erica's while i was a little sleep i started thinking about a basically challenge from someone to write a non-depressing peom and since i was calm at the time i started, it is finish and it is at the bottem tell me what you think.
Friday night came and i relized i was basically dead broke and now i dont get to go see my dad i have been planning to go see for like a year...i havent seen him in 3 yrs now..I just hope he is alive..He isnt my biological father but blood couldnt make me love him anymore..He is the 1 true person i first loved in this world..While i am not gay and you may call it gay or whatever you want but i really dont care if you do, the fact that i love this man will not change. I am going to go to Diabetes Camp for the next week, then i dont know.....might hitch to Tampa and then start walking to find him..we will see..
-HEAVENLY TUNE-
As my eyes closed
to a heavenly tune
i feel my body
begin to move
Sway in the grass
on this blissful plane
open my eyes
to the angels as they sang
of live and love
back on Earth
and how everyone was destined
since birth
to find the person
with the other part of their soul
because before them
it was never full
all it needs is
that person there
then you know that
love was here
here in the sun
for all to embrace
feeling nothing else
why not even hate
no distain, no despair
for this world so perfect
all we do in this love
is accept our fates
because we know with
them there is no wrong
why cant you hear the love
in that heavenly song?
That is playing in this
angelic field
why i love it so much
i never want again to feel
For when it stops so
so does my love for you
this i know
hopeing it untrue
But it is real and I
cant escape its fate
this i will remember
if not for you then for my own sake
But while it last
i will be fullfilled
because while with you
my life has meaning still
On friday i hung out with Todd at Erica's and helped Kirsten try to get her computer to burn a DVD, which was unsuccesful due to her ____ software.After that while still at Kirstens/Erica's while i was a little sleep i started thinking about a basically challenge from someone to write a non-depressing peom and since i was calm at the time i started, it is finish and it is at the bottem tell me what you think.
Friday night came and i relized i was basically dead broke and now i dont get to go see my dad i have been planning to go see for like a year...i havent seen him in 3 yrs now..I just hope he is alive..He isnt my biological father but blood couldnt make me love him anymore..He is the 1 true person i first loved in this world..While i am not gay and you may call it gay or whatever you want but i really dont care if you do, the fact that i love this man will not change. I am going to go to Diabetes Camp for the next week, then i dont know.....might hitch to Tampa and then start walking to find him..we will see..
-HEAVENLY TUNE-
As my eyes closed
to a heavenly tune
i feel my body
begin to move
Sway in the grass
on this blissful plane
open my eyes
to the angels as they sang
of live and love
back on Earth
and how everyone was destined
since birth
to find the person
with the other part of their soul
because before them
it was never full
all it needs is
that person there
then you know that
love was here
here in the sun
for all to embrace
feeling nothing else
why not even hate
no distain, no despair
for this world so perfect
all we do in this love
is accept our fates
because we know with
them there is no wrong
why cant you hear the love
in that heavenly song?
That is playing in this
angelic field
why i love it so much
i never want again to feel
For when it stops so
so does my love for you
this i know
hopeing it untrue
But it is real and I
cant escape its fate
this i will remember
if not for you then for my own sake
But while it last
i will be fullfilled
because while with you
my life has meaning still