Cant Wait...
I just am fucking tired of my family, retards and i hope most of them would leave me alone. It is people like them that make me feel great when i relize that one day i will be away from everybody. My mom is giving me shit about my goddamn job again, saying i dont work enough and "you have to think about the future" shit, yeah i know i dont work hardly at all, but thereitself is the golden word..."work" i may work little, but i do work, i dont ask for money from her and i pay for all my cards and other things also. I ask her to get me a money order for 31$ and i will pay for it, and fucking Frank who she SWEARS she hates, starts shit how i should be helping her out with the bills and me getting to work and how it "fucking stupid" to be spending money on cards. So i start up the argument of how, guess what Frank its my money and ill do what i want with it. BLAH BLAH, argument goes on and it ends with us basically screaming at each other.
And then today is v-day, what good news there...the funny thing is i have never recieved a card or carnation on v-day from any girl, despite those who say they love me, but what does it matter when all i care about is cards? well thats what my family thinks so yeah..
The day i die, is the day i hope all my questions are answered, the day when my damnation is lifted,it will also be the day when the fears of my life are answered and all is right with the the world and no one wheeps at my wastful life, i cant wait....
And then today is v-day, what good news there...the funny thing is i have never recieved a card or carnation on v-day from any girl, despite those who say they love me, but what does it matter when all i care about is cards? well thats what my family thinks so yeah..
The day i die, is the day i hope all my questions are answered, the day when my damnation is lifted,it will also be the day when the fears of my life are answered and all is right with the the world and no one wheeps at my wastful life, i cant wait....