Antisocial solitude
So I had a chance to hang out with some field school folks tonight, but instead I chose to sit on my ass in front of the TV. I tell myself that I didn't go because I was tired and I didn't want to drink tonight, but I know it's not true. Frankly I don't know why I didn't go out with my friends.
Rebekah and I have been fighting...er arguing a lot lately. On my part it stems from the fact that she'll most likely be leaving in years time to teach english in Japan. Originally I was going to apply to teach with her, but I've come to realize that it's not what I want to do. Maybe I'm trying to distance myself from her ahead of time so the separation doesn't hurt as much. I don't know.....How do you make a relationship work when the exact date of your break-up is known? Of course there is the possibility a long distance relationship could pan out, but I haven't had the best luck with those. Love sucks.
Speaking of people leaving me. I found out yesterday my friend and co-worker Dawn has been accepted to UNLV. She's the only person who keeps me sane at work and forces me to be social when I'm in a funk. She asked me if she should delay her acceptance until Fall or if she should start there in January. I told her my selfish side would like her to stay, but I know it would be better for her if she starts school there as soon as possible. I don't know if I'll stay at my job if she leaves. It just wouldn't be any fun.
Tomorrow night Rebekah and I are having a friend over who recently broke up with her girlfriend of 2 1/2 years. She jokingly asked if we would get her wasted, but we're taking it seriously and loaded up with tequila and triple sec. We'll be making Margarita's all night.
I don't know what else to say or write about, so I think I'll end this here.
Rebekah and I have been fighting...er arguing a lot lately. On my part it stems from the fact that she'll most likely be leaving in years time to teach english in Japan. Originally I was going to apply to teach with her, but I've come to realize that it's not what I want to do. Maybe I'm trying to distance myself from her ahead of time so the separation doesn't hurt as much. I don't know.....How do you make a relationship work when the exact date of your break-up is known? Of course there is the possibility a long distance relationship could pan out, but I haven't had the best luck with those. Love sucks.
Speaking of people leaving me. I found out yesterday my friend and co-worker Dawn has been accepted to UNLV. She's the only person who keeps me sane at work and forces me to be social when I'm in a funk. She asked me if she should delay her acceptance until Fall or if she should start there in January. I told her my selfish side would like her to stay, but I know it would be better for her if she starts school there as soon as possible. I don't know if I'll stay at my job if she leaves. It just wouldn't be any fun.
Tomorrow night Rebekah and I are having a friend over who recently broke up with her girlfriend of 2 1/2 years. She jokingly asked if we would get her wasted, but we're taking it seriously and loaded up with tequila and triple sec. We'll be making Margarita's all night.
I don't know what else to say or write about, so I think I'll end this here.