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Oh well yesterday we had an open house (from 8- 10 pm)and well just in case (open house is when every single student can come to your house and be in your rooms..*reminder Im in a border school* and well the house was infested with people and noise and Jenny (my roommate) was with her bf Juno sitting on the bed talking and well me.. I was just watching battle royale..(Im a loser...)while every girl from the house were like kitties trying to get the guys to be in their rooms (yeah you might find this normal I find it too but I just I dont know.. thats not my kind of life)...
Anyways after all the "jungle" left I realized that woa I dont have real friends ...
They might be nice and they talk to me when they want something(<- for real just for that).. but ... they are not my friends and im sure im not their friend either.. so well I just though about it and I dont think I will change my mind.. the year is about to end and Im back to my old self.. not caring about anything.... and well today I was so bored so I jumped in the bus of junior activity group (8&9 graders.. obligatory for them )to watch starwars (yeah twice >_<) and I felt good sitting by myself not worring about anything ^.^..(I know I might be wrong and self centered.. but I dont know..)
Anyways after all the "jungle" left I realized that woa I dont have real friends ...
They might be nice and they talk to me when they want something(<- for real just for that).. but ... they are not my friends and im sure im not their friend either.. so well I just though about it and I dont think I will change my mind.. the year is about to end and Im back to my old self.. not caring about anything.... and well today I was so bored so I jumped in the bus of junior activity group (8&9 graders.. obligatory for them )to watch starwars (yeah twice >_<) and I felt good sitting by myself not worring about anything ^.^..(I know I might be wrong and self centered.. but I dont know..)