Why?

[silentdarkmind]

Why am I a useless friend?

And why does she make me feel like I've done something good, then rip that apart like it never mattered.

Maybe it didnt and Im just an idiot.

Why did I even bother?

Sorry if nothing I've ever done has helped.
Sorry I cant be a friend when you need it.
Sorry if Im useless to you.

After all, death isnt the worst thing in the world.

Betrayal is worse.